If you're bored, read this. I was looking at a bunch of old stuff that I had written and I stumbled upon my old, pseudo journal. I wrote in it like a total of 5 times but it's interesting nonetheless. This writing occured during my junior year. It's noteworthy that this stuff was written anywhere from six to twelve months before I was saved. I've only copied small portions to prevent great embarassment or boredom.
Laughter is beautiful.
Life is Laughter.
Back to the point, I guess I just want meaning for my friendships. I need something more than people to just hang out with. I want it to be something deep...thoughtful...important. I probably just need a girl like Richard said.
I...feel like I need something. But at the same time I have it so good...so good. I can’t complain. But I wish I could have more. More is what I always want. Something that I don’t have is what I need. Could it be just that and not that I truly lack something? It’s plausible. But I don’t know. I hope I do someday.
Thank our God for the meaning, life, and love He has bestowed upon us. I just find this stuff interesting now that I'm seeing things in a Christian perspective. Praise He who gave me all I was missing.
I found this as a microsoft works file. I only have word now so I had to open it up using notepad. The line below was written at the end. I think I had cut it or copied it and it showed up in the notepad html. I found it incredibly coincidental and interesting :-)
u believe there is no hope for the future, why